Thursday, June 28, 2007

I'll be forgotten

I realize that she really meant it when she didn't want to have anything to do with me ever again. I promised her over a month ago (at the will of her request) that I'd leave her alone and that I'll still be here if she did ever decide to want to approach me and make that first hello. I guess a part of me waited. A part of me goes onto MSN Messenger late at night before going to bed to see if she would be the first to send me a hello message. A part of me leaves his MSN Messenger on and notices that she's on too but hesitates to message her because he knows that he can't break his promise. A part of me is still waiting.

I quietly and gently wait but nothing happens. And then there's a part of me that knows I'm simply just a past and that I should remain to be so because I know that I'm no longer a reason for her...especially now that she is doing much more well in her being and since now I'm just a forgotten person, ...and time.

前塵往事成雲煙 消散在彼此眼前
就連說過了再見 也看不見你有些哀怨
給我的一切 你不過是在敷衍
你笑得越無邪 我就會愛你愛得更狂野


Anonymous said...

Perhaps that girl is just as afraid of what the new changes are. As one might perceive you as a different and new person, with all the new surroundings, friends, etc., around you.

d y l a n t o u c h said...


Anonymous said...

told ya